trust the process

there's something about leaving something behind. be it, your life, your girlfriend, your country, your friends or maybe your hobby. i've become a pro at change. so much so, that i think that i'm a chameleon. able to adapt to whatever environment that i'm in. but sometimes, you just are what you are and it's really ok.

it's been almost a year or at least half a year since my last blog. yes, my aunt passed on and life moves on. people come and people go. some are the ones you loved and some are the ones you spend too much time with in the past. yes, we all make plans and somehow through that course, or the process, somethings screws up and then you stand back and tell yourself, ok, what now?

i think the whole thing is, yes.... we do fall and we do take time to get up or for some, refuse to get up. but we all must learn to continue on from whichever point we stopped.

i've went through many phrases in my life. too many to mention but i did it with all my heart. love for the moment and live it well. yes, the sentimental part of it lingers on, but i feel, if you're done your best. thats all that matters.

we're all in search of something. love, career, wealth, health, perfect partner, nice body and nice car. but we all forget to trust the process.

actually, this might come to an end for this blog forbidden colours. this blog have been through quite alot with me. through with some bad shit and good shit. i will embark on a new journey. where to, i don't know. i trust the process