Tuesday, November 24, 2009
trust the process
there's something about leaving something behind. be it, your life, your girlfriend, your country, your friends or maybe your hobby. i've become a pro at change. so much so, that i think that i'm a chameleon. able to adapt to whatever environment that i'm in. but sometimes, you just are what you are and it's really ok.
it's been almost a year or at least half a year since my last blog. yes, my aunt passed on and life moves on. people come and people go. some are the ones you loved and some are the ones you spend too much time with in the past. yes, we all make plans and somehow through that course, or the process, somethings screws up and then you stand back and tell yourself, ok, what now?
i think the whole thing is, yes.... we do fall and we do take time to get up or for some, refuse to get up. but we all must learn to continue on from whichever point we stopped.
i've went through many phrases in my life. too many to mention but i did it with all my heart. love for the moment and live it well. yes, the sentimental part of it lingers on, but i feel, if you're done your best. thats all that matters.
we're all in search of something. love, career, wealth, health, perfect partner, nice body and nice car. but we all forget to trust the process.
actually, this might come to an end for this blog forbidden colours. this blog have been through quite alot with me. through with some bad shit and good shit. i will embark on a new journey. where to, i don't know. i trust the process
Monday, July 27, 2009
LOST
this month came and going soon after. people in my life come and go to. some went for a long time and then came back, i hope they're back for good. but who am i to say,
cause i can't make them stay if they don't want to. i think you do know that we're all living on borrowed time. time is the essence and time also heals everything that hurt you.
yes, somehow our reason for not making things happen in our life is also time. we have no time to visit, or no time to have dinner with a long lost friend or even a phone call.
funny thing, you'd only realized when it's abit too late.
this month, my family lost our auntie. a very close aunty. so close that she lived few blocks away. she is one women that would feed me. she feeds my family, take me in (in refuge)
i'm glad that we were all there beside her the day before she passed on. but my regret is that, i didn't visit her during my lunch break. she left us that afternoon in her sleep peacefully.
i liked her movies. simple and yet so strong. bilingual and also in all true spirit of malaysian heart! i wanted to know about her and so i googled her and also YOUTUBE'ed her and
found her interviews. she appears to be simple and yet smart. there's something about how she talks. no airs and yet you want to listen to her. i may not know her personally, but
i know, i could have had chemistry with her. she would be missed by many of her friends all over the world, people who worked with her, or even new friends that she could have made
in this life time and of course her family. i'm sure she have made her name in world arena of art house movies. rest in peace. amin!
the sound of his music made me dance. i particularly liked Off The Wall album! don't stop till you get enough is my killer track. it always made me feel happy and felt like getting up
and dance. i got abit sad when he start to change. i mean, i'm sure we all know how much he had change. like he's the fairest of them all, the chin, diana ross look.... and the list goes
on. he's really a people person. and i'm sure there's alot of love in him. what a way to go. oh yes, i forgot! there's this track from the Jackson's 5, Can You Feel It!!!! it's a disco ANTHEM!
cause i can't make them stay if they don't want to. i think you do know that we're all living on borrowed time. time is the essence and time also heals everything that hurt you.
yes, somehow our reason for not making things happen in our life is also time. we have no time to visit, or no time to have dinner with a long lost friend or even a phone call.
funny thing, you'd only realized when it's abit too late.
this month, my family lost our auntie. a very close aunty. so close that she lived few blocks away. she is one women that would feed me. she feeds my family, take me in (in refuge)
i'm glad that we were all there beside her the day before she passed on. but my regret is that, i didn't visit her during my lunch break. she left us that afternoon in her sleep peacefully.
i liked her movies. simple and yet so strong. bilingual and also in all true spirit of malaysian heart! i wanted to know about her and so i googled her and also YOUTUBE'ed her and
found her interviews. she appears to be simple and yet smart. there's something about how she talks. no airs and yet you want to listen to her. i may not know her personally, but
i know, i could have had chemistry with her. she would be missed by many of her friends all over the world, people who worked with her, or even new friends that she could have made
in this life time and of course her family. i'm sure she have made her name in world arena of art house movies. rest in peace. amin!
the sound of his music made me dance. i particularly liked Off The Wall album! don't stop till you get enough is my killer track. it always made me feel happy and felt like getting up
and dance. i got abit sad when he start to change. i mean, i'm sure we all know how much he had change. like he's the fairest of them all, the chin, diana ross look.... and the list goes
on. he's really a people person. and i'm sure there's alot of love in him. what a way to go. oh yes, i forgot! there's this track from the Jackson's 5, Can You Feel It!!!! it's a disco ANTHEM!
Thursday, June 04, 2009
monkeying n dunking
haven't realized, it's been awhile.... yes, been so busy lately and for the longest time. been busy with a wholelotta things.
firstly, the long overdue website that i've been toying the idea about. been going back and forth with some ideas and finally settled with the colour and everything else.
been running alot and looking forward for my next run in Kuala Lumpur. yes, it's also my first break after a long time. it wont take me far, but what dream to have like a week off from work!
i played basket ball with friends from the office. shit, i love this game man.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Sunday, January 04, 2009
the thing about cab drivers and fucking GPS!
what a long festive week.... first, we had the christmas which was always fun with the presents and the shopping. then we had the new year eve thing.... it was so fun. in persuit of thinking of what are we going to do for the new year's countdown, we decided to check into the hotel at the airport. crown plaza done by WOHA. actually nothing to shout about despite from the reviews in the newspapers and also various architecture and interior magazine.
but i think, the bottom line was that we were waiting for our friend who would be arriving from tokyo that night. he got in an hour after midnight cause there was some delay in his flight at narita. actually, we could have just gone to a club and spend our time there celebrating with people you have not seen before in your life, but all of us thought that we were pretty much very not into that kindda thing anymore. you say why? i'd say age prob caught up with us. i don't know, but i think i can still boggie and i have this energy bursting inside to shake my bons bons, but damn..... my friends are not into it. i can't say i'll do it like the batt. advertisement bunny on television but at least have a go with it.
anyways, that was that........ fast forward, went to monkey's cafe at orchard towers and i'm shock to know that they're still there! well, in a good way that is. i like that place cause you can see some action going on, if you know what i mean. well, ok... it's pretty much like a red light district area and it's in the heart of town, orchard road. well, not actually red light district, but you can see the dealings and the going ons there.... it's fun just by watching! well, back to monkey's cafe. they still serve the local and western food. nothing to shout about but at least it offers you a variety. and yes, KUMAR(stand up drag comedian)was performing there that night. it was pack and sad to say, you can't be listening to him every weekend cause some of the tricks were played over and over again...... but still, it was a good laff.
actually, this whole post was just to bitch about an encounter with a cab driver. actually i was mad, wait.... extremely mad! but then again, i took a step back and decided to drop off cause its prob. the best for me before i do or say something not nice....... ok... breathe in..... breathe out......





















