pack up pack up before you go go

left the office on time and headed ikea to get some organizers. i'm talking about see thru boxes, so that i can see whats the content when it's all packed up. yes, i've been busy packing and unpacking stuffs and re-arranging. gosh, it's really tough. i got home after a hotdog and sprite drink from the cafe at ikea.

got home and headed straight to sorting out my stuffs. i went to the easiest first i thought. which turns out to be the most difficult one. i didn't know, i actually kept all my letters, christmas cards, valentine cards and get well cards. some of them are actually wedding invitation from close friends. why, oh why do i keep them? could it be for sentimental reasons or could it be, if i keep longer that it would change something. i tuned down my dance music which was going on the background and thought to myself. shit, some of the stuffs here are too long to hang on to. but why oh why am i feeling the pain when i wanna get rid of it. finally, i made up my mind that should throw it all away. be it the good ones or even the very good ones. 

the past is a strange place and the hardest thing is to let go. bye bye my mails and memories. good bye, i got a train to catch and a dream to follow.